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wednesday
After one of the SHITTEST weeks of my life... Wednesday... fucking June 24th is upon me again, and I am unsure of how I'm going to deal with it this year.
I wonder sometimes what my life would have been like if they were here. Would I still be with 'She Who Must Not Be Named?" Would I be the person I needed to be? Would I be the Father THEY needed me to be?
With tomorrow being Father's Day, and then Wednesday, and my own Father having another stint put in his heart...
What if I wanted to break?!
I sit here, drinking alone... mind wandering
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phoenixshadow) wrote,
